myMindmyThoughts**

2012-02-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

有事的时候是宝，没有事的时候是连草都不如。这种就是全世界最自私的朋友咯。haiz...

2012-02-11T16:21:00.001+08:00

You will keep tht as a secret, don't need to tell anyone and keep it until you die if you really love the person.

Haizzz.....

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变质

2012-02-09T21:24:00.001+08:00

很烦很烦很烦很烦！！！！！！
为什么为什么为什么？？？？？
haiz...............................................
一句话，三个字。
“变质了”
今日不同往日，就像苹果放久了会氧化，
再放久一点，它就完全不能吃了。

所以氧化了的苹果，
还能吃吗？还能放多久？

那是一个问号。

泪也流过了，也干了，
应该好过点了。

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2012-01-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

im so fucking down... disappointed !!!!!!!FML X infinity!!!!!!>''<

2012-01-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

心里有种不安的感觉。那种不安不知道怎么形容。不知道该和谁说。有些事在我脑海一直盘旋。在我心里翻滚，让我无法入眠。该做什么呢？希望不会发生。真的真的。求神拜佛。不要。真的不要。

新的一年。一定要健康。一定要！

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2012-01-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

I love my dad

I love my mom

I love my sisters

I love my FAMILY

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2012

2012-01-07T12:12:00.001+08:00

2012 is finally arrived.=)

happy new year

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last post for 2011

2011-12-31T19:11:00.006+08:00

celebrated my 2011 Christmas at Singapore. lazy to type. let photos tell the story.

this will be my last entry for 2011. i bet everyone is preparing now [dress up, put make up] for count down to welcome 2012. and i believe thr is every busy, jam, crowded and happening out there, or some people already drunk? lol...erm.. for me, in this entire year of 2011, what i've done? erm...well, i can't really figure out what i've done actually. i just want my wishes come true. of course, i did prayed and tried hard to let my dreams come true for every single year and this year as well. for the 2012's rumor, i did not know that is true or not. but, anyway, i hope it is not, because we still have many thing havent done, right.

pray hard. wish everything will goes smooth smooth ya....

and wish all my wishes come true. Gimme luckssssss.....XD

health is wealth

wealth is health...

blah blah blah...

toast*><

enjoy everyone, enjoy the last day of 2011.

cheers....

Life always is a maze. never know what will happen or appear in next second. you can expect everything but you can't predict. Life is unpredictable. Love life, love yourself.

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2011-12-21T21:22:00.001+08:00

Your words are so damn fucking mean when you don't need any helps from me. Please la...

2011-12-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

Typhoon kills more than 400 - Philippines Red Cross

2011-12-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

Typhoon kills more than 400 - Philippines Red Cross

expected more than 400 have been killed by typhoon. what a sad news. amitofo...

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2011-12-15T18:03:00.002+08:00

$^%*&($

2011-12-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

as usual...assignments always drive people crazy....argh.....@#!$@#%&%*#$$!@#$^%*&(

='(

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真的

2011-12-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的,..........
快疯了。

真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的,..........
想去旅行。

='(

眼泪知道

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lolli lolli

2011-12-10T15:35:00.002+08:00

D.I.Y lolli lolli..oh...lollipop... XD

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2011-12-09T01:44:00.001+08:00

Did you even care what I'm thinking right now?

Did you?

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Haiz..

2011-11-24T23:22:00.001+08:00

Haiz..this is so called friendship. Some people just don't even appreciate it somehow. I have nothing to say but really disappointed. Haizz..really do.Miserable? Pity? Haha..fake laugh.. Some people will only think of you when they need you. Haizz.. this is reality. They are just being realistic. Is REAL.. Fuxking real..Nothing wrong.

Or maybe I shouldn't give a damn on it. Yeah..I shouldn't.

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untitled

2011-10-13T19:47:00.003+08:00

getting more and more disappointed day by day. don't ask me why. i don't know.
there are a lot of things that i wanted to tell you, but you just somehow show me your face and block me from telling you. you'll never know that. because you won't give a damn for it. i'm ok.

how good if Lucy is still alive. maybe she can accompany when i'm alone, so that i don't feel lonely and willing listen to me.

Lol..

2011-10-08T15:21:00.002+08:00

Ok. I saw my family photo in this website Kinda funny and shock hor. Eh..ello..not only in this website but mmu also. They're setting up the booth there. okay, They show it out without any notices. Swt..-.-
Allow me to say..."wa piang!"

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still in love with you

2011-10-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

still in love with you, not bad..

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haiz..X.X

2011-10-04T17:58:00.001+08:00

Ok, another sad entry for me.
Well, I don't know what to say. But I miss you both, I truly am.

Lucy and Didi

****************************************************************************

In short, I'm just lack of LUCK, then I feel like wanna fuck the whole world. No offences. My life is miserable.Numb. =(

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LUCY

2011-10-01T23:36:00.048+08:00

it's all about her.-LUCY

life is short. life can be full of laughter,can be full of sadness, can be wonderful, can be impermanence or whatever you want it to be. it's all depends to our own. we see different things, we meet different people. And I met YOU.

3 months ago,you look tiny when I first time saw you and your siblings as well. You're so adorable. Around 3 weeks after, I brought you and one of your sibling back to my hometown. I was so freaking excited to see you, I carried you and I hugged you. Sometimes, you're very naughty. Sometimes, you're very clever.You like to lick my legs and my hands after I bath. I play with you every night. You came to my life during my internship. You have always accompanied me when I was alone.You used to be my "alarm clock" that time. You wake me up every morning.

When I close my eyes, I see you. When I open my eyes, I see you.

But, it was all that time. All these will not be repeated since that day you left us. It was so sudden. You came to my life for 3 months and then you left. Sorry that I really need time to accept or digest this freaking bad news. I miss you badly. Non-stop crying when i look back your photos. Nothing I can blame. It is just so so so less time for us. Lucy, you're always in my heart. I'm so proud that I've been with you for the past three months. Lucy, R.I.P, may you will be good up there. We'll always miss you. And I love you, Lucy.

Goodbye, no matter how far you go, I will gravely miss you.

Tears drop again..T.T

LOVE LUCY.

This was I first time saw you.

Little pink paw, pink nose.

3 weeks after, you opened your eyes, and you see us. You're so cute.

You and Didi. back to hometown.

Bottle feeding.

You slept in my car. sweet dream.

You and Didi like to see what we doing outside from balcony.

You like to climb up on my shoulder to sleep.

And, we did the same poses.

You're always be my side.

You and Didi

You like to sleep on the garbage shovel.

LOVE LUCY

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fml

2011-09-01T18:10:00.008+08:00

has been a long time didn't open and sign in my dead blog. i'm just so sorry to begin with my unhappy mood. i don't know what should i say now. i really speechless. super speechless about that. and i feel hopeless. everything is messed up with no reasons. i angry, i disappointed. but no one knows. well, i don't need you to know but understand. haiz..fml X100

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2011-07-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

miss human beings badly:(

-.-

2011-07-21T23:21:00.001+08:00

Created with PhotoShake

FML

2011-07-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

During this sem, internship. i'm so so so dislike,hate sunday night. because have to work...seriously. monday blue. let's wait and see how many task the bitch will assign me to do. haiz....why my life is so fucking miserable. gimme back some luck please. FML every single second. that's just the way my life goes. sob.. T.T tears dropped, no one knows.

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我想

2011-07-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

我想到一个清静的地方看风景；
我想把头躺在某人的肩旁；
那谁会借我借旁躺一躺？
我想逃避；
我想对着大海大哭；
我想爬上高峰大喊；
我想回到避风港；
我想什么都不理不管；
我想没有牵挂；
我想有个人真的了解我；

最后，我只想要的是冷静。

现在凌晨1：36am。

我还清醒。

-end-

haixz

2011-07-05T23:57:00.001+08:00

I'm just damn busy being negative.

huh~

FML

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nonsense

2011-05-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

这个时候，又是胡思乱想了。电脑播放着以前爱听的歌。不知道为什么，又来了。那无奈，莫名其妙的心酸的感觉又来了。称不上心痛，却是心酸。听着听着，以为已经遗忘的回忆陆陆续续的浮现在我脑海。想着想着，整个人好像又回到以前那样，无助。是，这真的是我想太多。是我多余。没怎么，只是想到以前的，和现在的，思绪又乱了。谁能理解这无奈又无助的心情。是不是人长大了，想的事情多了，世界也变得复杂了?! 值得高兴吗?

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mixed feelings

2011-05-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

Time flies. never wait for a second. well, my gamma yeah mean second year finished. next week will be my new sem. mixed feeling. some words i don't know how to say and some feelings i don't know how to vent it out. i don't know what i did is right or wrong. i'm just....blind. haiz...birthday comin soon. thanks human beings, my darling[s] celebrated my birthday in advance. really happy and a lot of fun with them. we had our dinner at poco homemade which located at bangsar. thanks min min found this place. environment damn nice. and of course we took a lot of photos. and the most funny thing was they made me feel leong. =.= well, as usual la..hahah...thanks friends. and we also celebrated ehui's birthday on the same day. =) celebrate together lor.i don't know why after that night, a lot of thoughts came to my mind. maybe. 21st. that night just like a fair well party. i don't know why. i miss them so much. mixed feeling. i don't even how to say it out with words. haiz...i just wish that everything goes smooth and will be alright soon. please don't messed up. i just want a simple life. yeah, of course, sometime i was expected too much. and ended up with a disappointed answer. or maybe not what i want to be.

Busy for whole week.and i already moved. spend money like using water. have been saved money for few money. and now....ok..now "bankrupt"ok..michelle leong, stop wasting money like nobody's business...start my internship next week. 23rd may. well. new sem, new life, new challenges. i think it will be my tough time. i just hope i can handle it well. don't too much stress for my own self.

ello, people. don't show your face. and you did gave us troubles too. don't think that you're perfect. people did not owe you anything. please behave and keep your temper as well.

everything messed up. everything changed. so, tell me, what can i do? i'm gravely disappointed. you're just too selfish.

you've made me disappointed too. because you're my family, someone i love. please do concern or care about other people's feelings.

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2011-04-28T01:51:00.000+08:00

快两点了。这是第一次我饿晕了。

YouTube - behind the scene.avi

2011-04-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

it's a dog's life

2011-04-14T01:32:00.001+08:00

was thinking why whole day long. feeling exhausted as there's no way to go. lost again...i think.. brain stuck and burst soon. life isn't cool. feeling like a piece of shit somehow. too much workload perhaps. some thoughts came to me. i feel like a weirdo. i can't even control my mind. i just want find my way. is it so hard? feeling fed up and please stop horsing around. a lot of things i wanted to do, but i can't. just like a car without petrol, or a deflated balloon. it is a hard time for me, no doubt.

don't ever promise something you couldn't do
everything goes wrong, screwed up everything
just because an empty promise
promise broken, heart broken.
that's all.

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finally

2011-04-05T12:32:00.003+08:00

i was thought that it will be a tough time for me to doing this mock up thingy at first. but accomplishment and good feeling were came to me after i done it. it was like "wow" i can do this. yeah, of course was not that pro la. hahaha..but for me, is more than enough now. maybe i will like to do it again one day. =) and i was enjoyed the moment with my friends rushing the assignment in the studio. hahaha..it was so much fun to doing assignments together. a lot of laughter. a lot of "resentment"..how good if she (the little 1) is doing together in studio with us too. =(.....alright..da da...

box first. erm...bad skill in "cutting". =(

da da.....finally...=)

and thanks lee shi min 1081102463 for helping me cut out the "G"..haha..

ying yan's sunway pyramid directory

efui's pavillion directory

and mine...gurney plaza.

the submission day..=)

"is ok" has been shaved his hair --he is bald now...showed us his "bald head" during the class..=.=

like few days didnt sleep well..panda eyes appear....=( ..@.@...
how i hope i can sleep well, sleep without worries....=)

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argh

2011-03-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

每天一粒panadol,好像保健品那样。都不知道可以tahan几久。

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脑袋空空，都爱放空

2011-03-24T18:42:00.001+08:00

突然觉得很累，不是一般的累。就觉得身心疲惫。我也不知道为什么。最近嘛...脑袋空空，都爱放空。想了的事，下一秒却忘了。记忆力衰退。我老了吗？那么快？也不知道哪条筋出了问题，还是wire接错了线。也许这个学期是忙了点。可是也不至于这样吧。haiz...最近总觉得怪怪的，好像少了些什么。却说不出是什么。想倾诉的对象或是想听自己倾诉的对象，好像都没有了。身边的，各有各的生活，各有各的精彩。也许是我，还没能适应吧。才会在这啰嗦太多。好了，不是梦不醒就会变真的。该回神做该做的事了。

暂时先啰嗦这些...><

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weekend

2011-03-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

nothing special, but precious...=)

lil jolie is getting fatter and fatter...haha..and talkative..<3 <3 <3

da da

冬菇头 + 林亚珍

so....i spent my weekend with them =)

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hk

2011-03-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

a new piece of absorbent fabric..<3

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incomplete rhythm

2011-03-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

incomplete rhythm.....

**

你是否听得出来

我拖了一拍

boooooreddddd

2011-03-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

is freaking boooorring to get back cyber here. how good if i can stay at my hometown now. haiz..mood gone when holiday ended. =.=...anyway, HAVE A NICE DAY. @.@

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...

2011-02-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

being tough and cruel (perhaps) to protect my own self from getting hurt once again. knowing that it is selfish and rude but i still doing the same things. maybe this is my own way to protect myself. kinda special huh. im so sorry.

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trip belongs to us

2011-02-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

Feel good. the trip belongs to us.
nice editing, ah min. thanks =)
this is our sem break hiao trip's video. it was done by our miss 99 - regina lee shi min (1081102463)
<3 haha...nice trip. 1st trip for 5 human beings. =) gold coast sepang and sekeping serendah rawang it was nice and truly enjoy and relax. is a nice place. freaking relax and can do whatever you like, just like nobody's business.
thanks human beings for giving me a nice memory.=)
p/s : looking forward for our next trip. XD

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R.I. P fei po.. miss you. T.T

2011-02-24T00:11:00.006+08:00

haiz...argh.. i feel sad once i think about the hamster. i feeling very super emo and sad with it.

she pass away. i feel guilty. i shouldn't put them together. they will not fight if i did not put them together. what the fuck.she was bitten by the stupid hamster. i was panic and i don't know what can i do that time. seriously...i really hate that hamster ... i hate myself as well. T.T. my tears flow..picked her up and saw her wound that bitten by another hamster (crazy hamster ever)i was like oh my god..i saw her tears. she must be very pain. *my heart pain*.i was hoping she can wake up and don't sleep. seeing her dead body..cry again..and till her last breath buried behind my house. i will never forget how she died. i m feeling super sad now. REALLY. T.T...im sorry, fei po. miss you. and never forget your fat body and your tears. ='(

this news is killing me

i cried

and

im crying again now
tears flow once again =(

im sorry, fei po hamster.

T.T

R.I.P , fei po

hope you will be better in another world.

sorry once again.

bye, fei po hamster.

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...lol

2011-02-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

nie nie called me this morning,
nie nie : 哈咯，姑姑啊？
me : 哈咯, nie nie...nie nie 食饱没？
nienie : 姑姑买紫菜啊，ok, bye bye...
me : .........=.=......okok...

lol....she loves 紫菜 indeed..LOL...

<3
<3

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AGAIN.speechless.

2011-02-12T01:41:00.002+08:00

im so HIGH, so HAPPY right now...guess what....having insomnia AGAIN..hunts me once again...i have nothing to say about it. it made me speechless somehow. having exam later. why the hell im still awake?!..rolling here and there. sleeping disorder..... getting worst and worst.oh my god, bless me please. can someone helps me? T.T..seriously.....is torturing me, bothering me. argh.~i don't like this place. insomnia "hunts" me when i came back to here. haiz...how?how?how? why the hell will become like this?! tell me! please let me sleep. i just wan have a nice sleep, that's all. =( ....haiz...

walking zombie~@.@

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hcny

2011-02-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new year, everyone.

happy bunny year,

huat ar,...

hope luck ong ong lai....

XD...

nienie's fake laugh

2011-02-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

isfuckinghatethismoment.

2011-01-31T03:21:00.001+08:00

isfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethi
smomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismoment.isfucki
nghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismomen
t.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismo
ment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethi
smoment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckingha
tethismoment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isfucki
nghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismoment.isf
uckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethismome
nt.isfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckinghatethis
moment.isfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismomentisfuckingha
tethismoment.isfuckinghatethismoment.isfuckinghatethismoment

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ai yai yor~

2011-01-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

忐忑！！！！

oh my gosh...i shouldn't teach her..lol..

"aiyaiyoyor"

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hello kweetii...

2011-01-30T20:01:00.000+08:00

she say hellor kweetiii,,,,lol..so funny....=)

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zombie

2011-01-30T00:39:00.001+08:00

..........FLU.........

like a zombie right now..

T.T

i hate FLU...

og my god..she is so talented...lol...i love nie nie...<3 <3

she is so cute. she posing all the pattern herself and ask me to take photo. oh my god. this is so funny...

XD...

she brought us a lot of fun. =)

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2011-01-28T14:08:00.002+08:00

i miss home

i miss my parent.

hope it will end well soon.

2011-01-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

finished my presentation, nothing i can say about it. let it be. and now im free, holidays started. erm..not really holidays.alright, is study week. well, i think i will not care about the exam first. too many things happened. i couldn't accept and i don't know how to let it be and how to express it out. especially, family. i really wish to help my dad to share the burden. really...T.T...i feel sad. really. and i don't know what can i do.. haiz..who to tell? who will listen and give me a best way or solution to solve? i'm not being selfish. i just wanna vent it out. insomnia "haunts" me. sleeping disorder. couldn't sleep well.this is not what i want. i just wan to sleep well and sleep without worries. haiz..anything la, nothing i can do, nothing i can change. the only thing i can do is just always think positively. alright. have to stop this topic. ok, chinese new year is coming soon. i'm here to wish everyone happy chinese new year in advance and healthy always and all wishes come true. =)

i hope it will end will soon.

LOL~ nothing much i can say. it's so funny. her "super expression" never change. hahaha

_______________________________________________________________________________

LOL.....Benjamin's Property.....

my profile....cool...lol..

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=)

2011-01-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

=) 看不到脸最美...=)

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recently

2011-01-24T04:00:00.003+08:00

erm.i have a lot too tell. erm...ok.. first thing is my assignments, consider done. i think la. im happy with that. done my MI, i hope that my works will be satisfied by lecturers.. =) the stupid "fatbook" which have been rejected last week.stupid imran don't even want to see our works. and now i completed jor. aiks...hopefully don't give us troubles again. i don't wanna redo anymore. >.< chinese new year....1 more week to go..but now, i already switched on the cny mood and at the same time, the exam time table always remind me 6th feb have to come back to cyber to sit for exam again. what the fuck. nothing i can do. just....haiz....let it be la. can't help. >.< well, don't think about that anymore. go go go....look forward, don't ever look back~!=)

yor..strive! strive! strive!

photo shooting session

the studio

ello.~mr.potato...lol

owh..so funny.

Laughter...bahahaha...

im sorry..im so sorry...

yor~

i'm not tough enough.=(

yuck~

er..........dont know la.

personally like these photos........lol....nyea~

(below)

peace.....=)yeah

cute indeed.

oh yeah...rock ~

still cute.

i like this.

**to be continue** (photo)

im tired

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fire incident

2011-01-20T03:13:00.003+08:00

2 am something i was very pek chek with my pc and stop doing my work and shut down my pc. because i heard people shouting down stair i don't know what happened. very pek chek!!! i thought they are playing or just watching football match. someone knocked my door and opened. and the person was nkm. asking what happened but she didn't said anything, because i was lying on the bed. may be she thought me im sleeping. after that, i walked out to the living room and saw them near the window and watching outside. i don't know what happened at that time. i was curious. i saw, oh my god, that was a fire opposite my block. " it's burning!!!!!!"...i was feeling,....er.....whatever la..not important. i don't know what caused the fire, maybe they playing fire?oil lamp? or shisha-ing?...don't know.let's see newspaper tomorrow.. erm..fire, erm....i was thinking if my house burning, the first thing i will bring is my pc and my hardisk, because my assignments were saved in my pc and hardisk. and second thing, will throw my bed, my pillow. my mit mit, my shirt outside from my room window. and next...run la of course. by the way, if this really happen to me, i think i will very pek cek, panic and just run away. and choi!!!!! don't happen to me, please. no no no..i don't want. i just feeling pity those people who staying b1 and the 2 burned down units. aiks...this will be the first time i saw the fire....live show somemore.... haiz...such a tragedy..god bless you. and good night.

i'm so fresh now.
swt=.=

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废话

2011-01-19T02:14:00.000+08:00

这两张照片的共同点是---------她都没看镜头，

只我感觉良好。

不知道为什么那么喜欢抓着我的脚，绕着跑。=.=不明白。

LOL...... <3<3

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冧

2011-01-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

what a "冧" song.......ar.........~....wu ...wu.....hhahaha....

anyway, nice song.

-END-

an order from mum

2011-01-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

from tomorrow onward, have to eat at least 1 chocolate bar a day. BECAUSE, this is an order from my mum. she said i was getting thinner and thinner. i've told her that i eat a lot, but she said it must be something wrong with me, or my body. oh my god. am i anorexic? don't scare me, mum. alright, i will eat more chocolate and drink more water la, if not, my mum will complain again. ><..too much chocolate, not good for health, and pimples!!!i hate this, really.and sorry mum, i did eat a lot, i swear. i did. just don't know why on earth getting thinner and thinner. this is not what i want. really..T.T

>< gain weight. gambateh.!!!!a chocolate a day!

home sweet home. the warmest place ever.

lil jolie...dressed up and ready to go gai gai lur....XD....

-END-

bless me

2011-01-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

no study mood now. feeling dizzy and a lil bit headache after 1 hour nap. should i give up? owh. too bad. yeah..today is friday. yeah FRIDAY. staying at home and waiting for the exam..haiz...boring.

i don't understand

i'm stupid perhaps.

gambateh everyone who taking this BHM subject . and good luck later

i'll be leaving after 2 hours more. T.T.....

god bless me.

and i hope that no more insomnia. no more suffering, ok? please.

-END-

insomnia

2011-01-14T04:21:00.000+08:00

4: 15am. i couldn't sleep. i insomnia.

i'm feeling like a death person.
like a zombie.

lying on the bed and rolling here and there.
what should i do?

i really hate tonight.

-END-

speechless

2011-01-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

haiz.....speechless with my exam schedule. kinda stupid. only 3 days at hometown for chinese new year. everyone hang out, but i can't. what the hell it is. i hate this indeed. i'm pretty sure that none of the chinese mmu-ers will like this piece of shit. argh. hate you, MMU. haiz...really speechless. argh~ have to worry my studies during this chinese new year??? what the fuck. very very sien.

hey, exam schedule...you ruined my ~~day~~..oh not...is month.

-END-

=.=

2011-01-13T12:06:00.005+08:00

Mid-term Exam - BHM2043 Basic Economics, Accounting and Management

Date : 14 January 2011 (Friday)

Time : 8.15 – 9.45 pm (evening)

Venue :

For students in Tuesday class (MC201) please go to either XR 1001 or XR 1002

For students in Monday class (MC301) please go to either XR 1003 or XR 1004

Thanks

haiz.....><;.....jiak sai la.!!!!!

you're truly intimate.

2011-01-12T16:57:00.002+08:00

oh my god....my godness....lol....you are so so so....intimate indeed..NKM!!!!!lol... damn funny la wei. oh yeah..no doubt, you're truly intimate. unscented slim panty liners. lol..this packaging is the nice packaging ever..lol...and ello..nkm, don't la blame MI's students...lol..actually i also doubt that, what's the relationship between the panty liners and hello kitty. it's somehow doesn't make sense. haha..but anyhow, thanks. lol..kinda funny....it's so cute.

argh...something goes wrong....something wrong with my brain. oh my god...broken? rusted? i think it must be rusted. T.T...im still alive, but my brain is just like stop moving and stop thinking and stop absorbing new things....T.T...><

-END-

LOL

2011-01-12T15:50:00.003+08:00

A lil gathering with them, billy and xmai. but this time was special because got another person was joining us. that is kazuki, who is xmai's beloved boyfriend. lol..well, ok..not a big deal. er...i know i know i was over budget again. oh my god. so good. lol...ok..alright, controlling. ok.they have not changed much. and please, xmai, no more diet, ok? good enough already. stop doing that. lol...you're still not thinking independently. well, sometimes you have to make you own decision geh. don't show your weakness and stay tough, ok? and one more important thing, come on, girl, be confident in everything ya. no one will despise you. LOL....

billy & Michelle

oh..mixiao and xiao mai.

Movie- paranormal activity 2, oh my god. i still can't believe i'd watched this ghost movie. LOL...but i will never watch ghost movie in cinema again..lol....my god.

__________________________________________________________________

erm...and .....sorry....late niao....

lol..

Thanks the human beings, thanks for being concerned about me when i was in trouble. i glad to have a branch of friend like you guys, you lighted up my university's life.

special thanks efui...=)

and i know wai wen jin is leng lui....ok....

domo and hello

sticky candy...laici flavor. lol..not bad.

-END-

blue

2011-01-10T02:21:00.001+08:00

i really hate this moment. why on earth i'm so depressed? i will think about why, when each time i fall. okok, alright. let it flow. i don't care. i fall, happy? laugh then...ok, it is just....i know, i know, i will never know why on earth my work will never be the perfect no matter how hard i try, my works never never be appreciated. and i don't know why on earth i m so damn fucking unlucky. everything is messed up. everything goes wrong. all these i know. i found no way to escape. has learned to accept, although i'm unwilling to do so. haiz...i don't know why it comes in sudden. so so so depressed. so blue. alright, not the right timing to depressed, no more blue, stop complaining for a while... i will cheer up my mood as soon as possible. this is a must. never betray what i had promised to my own self.

need more motivation
need more inspiration

believing what i've believed. i will reach there one day. my dreams.

-END-

为什么

2011-01-09T02:24:00.000+08:00

不懂为什么，

不要问我问什么，

我想知道为什么，

却没人告诉我为什么，

到底为什么？

我想说：

-心情欠佳-

-END-

Baby JOLIE

2011-01-08T03:56:00.001+08:00

Precious baby Jolie - A brand new little baby

Somehow babies are always more trouble than you thought.

but they're the most wonderful and filling our hearts with joy,

adding joy in every single day.=)

-END-

how unlucky am i

2011-01-05T02:18:00.000+08:00

what a unlucky day for me...damn! ok..i was late to class because i slept at 4 am last night..what the fuck. i was rushing assignment, ok?!...well, never mind, not a big deal....next, i realized that i forget to bring my 2D packaging design when other classmate was presenting. ok..never mind. walked back...no..ran back and copy again. ok...well, what a happy news was----i dropped my pendrive when on the way i ran back home. * i will curse the person who took my pendrive.* what the fuck! well, never mind again. ok...my turn to present...good....sorry that i don't know what the fuck you are talking about. Yet, you're still a good copywriter who has good eye sight or vision. bravo!!!!"ok, tikam lah saya...i kena lu tikam"well, no a big deal AGAIN...my new brand 2011 year was started with those fucking unlucky things. how nice. how good. i like this so so so so much. DAMN! never mind again and again..night, received a fucking "good" news. wow..i m so" high and happy." thanks for giving me these "good news"..but hello, i really took this as a serious business in my life lor. argh~ kill me please. someone kill me please. what a challenging year for me, i have no energy to fight for anythings. no energy. i was totally exhausted. no one can helps. how unlucky am i. am i cursed by someone else?

i really don't know. i have no ideas. i'm sorry.

-END-

last post for 2010

2010-12-31T03:53:00.003+08:00

0Last day of 2010...i was lost but now i live here. mentally lost la. erm...what i had done in this 2010 year? I always wondered for a long time. erm.. let's see. happy and unpleasant things are always around us. time will not stay. still the same sentence, appreciate everything, everyone around us. cherish the moment, and all the things around. have to know that, happiness is not inevitable. of course, there are some conflicts between me and others. i'm here to say sorry if you're offended. i know myself well, i always doubt my own decisions. thanks for those who are helped me, gave me a hand. lend me a shoulder when i was in troubles or get lost. =) thanks my friends and family who always be with me. i love them so much. erm..time really pass so fast. i still remember the first day i came to this campus. was just 18. alright...i know i know....i forced to say bye to 20 years old, and say hi to forever 21. wow~ oh my god. sound so old.=.= well, no choice.

anyway,

thanks, dad and mum. i love you.

i still remember that night you came into my room and cover the blanket on me.

i still remember the way you say " daddy love you" to me.

i still remember the way you give my advise.

i know you always concerned about us.

and i love my sisters. they are the best sister ever.

love my friends too..=)

thanks, human beings. <3

erm,.... actually i don't feel like writing this last post. because....erm..LAST. it's end for 2010. no more 2010. is like a dream. time fly...1 day 24 hours is not enough.

cut my hair short to welcome the 2011. happy new year everyone. happy good lucky.=)

This will be the last post for 2010.=(

good bye.

enjoy the celebration.=)

let's count down.

welcome 2011.

freaking tired

-END-

no more long hair.

2010-12-29T14:37:00.000+08:00

tada....no more long hair jor...><

LOL....

UGLY

-END-

Everything starts from zero.

2010-12-28T15:35:00.001+08:00

T.T...i hope my swollen skin will recover soon. ><..super itchy. really can't tahan. and i can't do anything.

NO scratching! T.T....TAHAN.!!! wu wu wu..~ i hate cyberia. and hate those "unknown insect" too. argh!

After da stupid presentation. seriously, i hate aeroplane kid. ><

Bye long hair....

Hi, short hair..

not really short, but medium length. =)

-Everything starts from zero.-

-END-

我不难过

2010-12-27T20:43:00.003+08:00

Leave me alone.
Monday blue.
haiz..><

-END-

2010-12-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

MUTE

no

2010-12-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

Scream inside "no no no"

nothing much i can do.

believe it or not?

it's up to you.

that'a all.

-END-

buuulllllshit

2010-12-16T17:50:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.

Tears don't mean you're losing.

Misunderstandings are always around,

although you don't mean it.

who will be the one to explain all those misunderstandings?

will you?

no trust, no perfect ending.

but others felt,

all those are fake shows, craps.

just go and leave yourself alone.

this is the way, the only way.

...who cares?

they just want to see you fall.

-END-

很好

2010-12-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

-祝你生日快乐。-

我想说，这两年，我过得很好。

没有遗憾，没有后悔。

我很好。

-END-

2010-12-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

王力宏爱错歌词

歌曲：爱错歌手：王力宏专辑：《心中的日月》

词∶王力宏/崔惟楷　曲∶王力宏

北风毫不留情把叶子吹落
脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天北风的痛没人能说

我从来没想过我会这样做从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过

翻开回忆角落完美的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背後
Oh 原来是我犯下从没承认的错

我从来没想过我会这样做从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过

在这少了你的世界 Oh~
找不回那些感觉其实我不想道别那些过去

我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那麽认真)
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过
我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错
请你原谅我的爱错

-END-

流眼泪不是罪。

2010-12-14T00:09:00.005+08:00

很想忍住眼泪
我没哭，我只是犯贱的流了眼泪。
流眼泪并不是一种罪。
我不需要安慰。
我不需要人陪。
更不需要别人心疼。
我需要学会坚强就够了。
就是这样。
没有错，一定是这样。

说吧，说再见吧。

还有什么衰事要来的就来吧。随便你。
看开点就好。

-END-

我不配

2010-12-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

我不配歌词

作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦

这街上太拥挤　

太多人有秘密　

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪　

在还原那场雨　

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿　

又斑驳了几句　　

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅　

隔遥远的距离　

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于

描述我如何爱你　

你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对　

我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协

是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　

我最后才了解

一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

-END-

她说，aiks...

2010-12-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

跟随我两年多的的hard disk 没了。被我走过风风雨雨的hard disk 应该是gg了。只是跌一跌，就不能操作了。aiks..突然联想到，......好像我与他。只是“跌一跌”，就完了。对于其他人来说这两年多算得了什么，可是我，算了，都是废话。.....aiks,...这一跌，真是让我损失惨重。不懂可不可以修好。我只是要里面的资料，assignments 而已。aiks..本人没抱着很大的希望。不，是根本不敢有希望。唉！真的是衰。原本就打算了买个新的，换一换，毕竟这是他离开我之后留下其中一样东西。其实早就该换了。so called " 旧的不去，新的不来。"..，就是这样说，可是assignments 没了就没了。T.T我哭都没有眼泪！真无助，真无奈。*-.-'''''*....唉～担心。

______________________________________________________

"她"说：
对于某些事情，我选择了不说话，
对于某些事情，我选择了不露表情，

保持沉默，不代表没意见，没关心过，只是选择另外的方式对待。不露出内心表情，只是不想让人觉得自己有多脆弱。对，没错。是自尊心搞鬼。要做一个比以前的自己坚强不是那么容易, 更何况要比其他人坚强。有些人总会说，“没人逼你要这样做啊” 可是，我说，如果不学会坚强，如果以后的日子比现在还要艰难呢？我要怎么样过？我可不想过一天算一天，过得像"僵死”一样。所以请不要误会那些没表情，不说话的人哦。

唉～说了那么多废话，真正知道的没几个。不过，也好。自己知道就好。

做人可以不生气。

*palia 的语气*...对不起啦，此刻特别多感触嘛。（夜深人静）

-END-

2010-12-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

@#$%^&*&()_(*&%^$@#$%^&*()_(&*^$#@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@!#$%^&

yeah! im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

T.T
T.T
T.T
T.T
T.T
T.T

kill me please...someone please kill me...everything gone.!!!!! im lost!!!!!!!!im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck fuck fuck fuck!

this moment

2010-12-07T01:25:00.001+08:00

在这时候，你说的话，你的回答，都让我流眼泪，这不是第一次。因为，你都说对了。让我无法否认。不过，我还是选择我选择的。

自私，我可以比任何人自私。
固执，我可以比任何人固执。
残酷，我可以比任何人残酷。

就是这样。

-END-

有什么了不起

2010-12-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

没什么好炫耀的，也没有什么了不起的，我也可以活到很开心，过的很快乐。我只会说，“那又怎么样？很了不起吗？”

-没有因为，没有所以。-
-至少我很冷静-

-END-

Nevermind

2010-12-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

it's okay not to be okay.

well...don't have good mood. but i ain't emo. i'm still okay with those stupid things happened. i wish everything will be okay soon. no... is tomorrow...somehow i don't know what your mind thinking about, i'm Okay..mid-term break started...wanna go home soon. will be staying at hometown 1 week for assignments. have to rush. rejected, refine. i hate "refine" this word.
keep staying tough. i hope i can.

-END-

need sleep need rest

2010-12-01T20:54:00.004+08:00

life is too short, don't live in the past. some things happen only once in life time, appreciate every little thing in your life. it may not happen next time. don't get mad, if you failed. be yourself, keep going. rest when feeling tired. we aren't robots, we are human beings. everything will be okay soon. no torturing, no stress. =)
face your problems with your positive attitude, be positive minded everyday. don't let those unpleasant things ruin your day.

okay, i need rest, need sleep so badly... hahaha...

LOVE JEANIE & JOLIE =)

-END-

so what

2010-11-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

okay,...some feelings are difficult to describe or express it out with words. i don't need their understanding. i believe myself and always be a positive minded person and keep believing what i've been believing. i don't care how they say. i don't care what they want. i don't care what those gossip about. i live for myself instead of them. so, why do i care what the fuck they're talking about. no point, no reason. no matter what the fuck they say or do to me, i'm still a worthwhile person.

SO WHAT~ =)

-END-

2010-11-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

oh..so leng zai..

btw, nice song.=)

2010-11-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

I mIss NIENIE =(

2010-11-16T17:49:00.002+08:00

今天十七度

2010-11-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

overestimated

2010-11-07T23:08:00.001+08:00

i think i overestimated myself.

Stubbornness Remains.

-end-

=) 需要人陪

2010-11-05T02:15:00.002+08:00

原来要多一点点的付出是那么难。

原来要多一点点的改变时那么难。

不妥协，不服气。

只能放弃。

没必要去撑，没必要去忍。

爱，不需要明白，只需要体会。

爱，可以给你力量，也可以让你崩溃。

加油吧。

always be with you. =)

-END-

don't spend time on something unhappy.

2010-10-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

you used to be my precious being in my entire life.
but now i can say for sure that you no longer are.
spend time on something unhappy is wasted.
don't spend time on something unhappy, it doesn't worth.
i should be proud of that, i can boldly say without any doubt.
=) a big smile for myself.
*wink

when i feel down, unhappy
i just need 3 words
I LOVE YOU
what a powerful message.
=)

you live longer once you realize that any time you spent being unhappy is wasted

-Ruth E. Renkl-

-END-

untitled

2010-10-29T01:28:00.034+08:00

yor babe yor, sing k with my sister yesterday night. we were late when we get there.LOL...stupid gps's fault.haha..lead to the wrong way. ><..lol..=)

picha before say bye bye to green box. =)

_________________________________________________________________________________

SHE is feeling tired right now. no one is this world is PERFECT. have to know realistic is CRUEL. everyone has stress, feelings. crying is one of the ways to vent. let the tears flow silently when really can't stand it. no one will blame. let it flow is not a "crime". nothing to be afraid. Don't think about other people how to think, following the mind to go. don't stop when feeling fed up or tired..just slow down every step and keep learning and walking.take a deep breath and keep moving. just want to be a happy person. everyone needs friends...and of course i'm not exception. a true friend will give you support and comfort you, concern about you when you're feeling sad or emotional break down. SHE needs too. SHE needs HUGS. SHE needs SUPPORTS.

i would like to spend my time to listening what's wrong with you, what's bothering you, friends.

i love my friends.

-no matter how hurt it is, must learn to get up.-

-END-

mooootttttaaannnnt

2010-10-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

-END-

in the middle of da night

2010-10-28T03:56:00.001+08:00

sometimes, those thoughts came to my mind when in the middle of the night that can't even control. my feelings and those strange feelings against me at this time. i am afraid. but i don't need other people's comfort. don't feel pity or miserable. i just wanna be alone, just for sometimes.and i hate insomnia.=(

i wish i could think clearly without any blurry or confusion.

-END-

絕口不提愛你

2010-10-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

絕口不提愛你

真系好好听吖～有意思。

-END-

red eye

2010-10-24T12:03:00.001+08:00

Argh....RED eye...!!!!!!!T.T don't ask me why, i don't even know the reason. look so stupid. really what the fuck, what a "beautiful" Sunday i have. =.=........

wake up with this damn frustrated thing!!!!o..h....gosh!!!!!damn it!

T.T~damn sad lor...pain nya~

-END-

**myMind**myThoughts**

变质

2012

last post for 2011

Typhoon kills more than 400 - Philippines Red Cross

$^%*&($

真的

lolli lolli

Haiz..

untitled

Lol..

still in love with you

haiz..X.X

LUCY

fml

-.-

FML

我想

haixz

nonsense

mixed feelings

YouTube - behind the scene.avi

it's a dog's life

finally

argh

脑袋空空，都爱放空

weekend

hk

incomplete rhythm

boooooreddddd

...

trip belongs to us

R.I. P fei po.. miss you. T.T

...lol

AGAIN.speechless.

hcny

nienie's fake laugh

isfuckinghatethismoment.

ai yai yor~

hello kweetii...

zombie

hope it will end well soon.

=)

recently

fire incident

废话

冧

an order from mum

bless me

insomnia

speechless

=.=

you're truly intimate.

LOL

blue

为什么

Baby JOLIE

how unlucky am i

last post for 2010

no more long hair.

Everything starts from zero.

我不难过

no

buuulllllshit

很好

王力宏 爱错 歌词

流眼泪不是罪。

我不配

她说，aiks...

this moment

有什么了不起

Nevermind

need sleep need rest

so what

overestimated

=) 需要人陪

don't spend time on something unhappy.

untitled

mooootttttaaannnnt

in the middle of da night

myMindmyThoughts**

王力宏爱错歌词